June 30, 2008


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June 22, 2008


Describe Your Grief


Tom Hawkins



I am driving a back road

where there are still farms

fenced cattle, tobacco barns,


I can't describe my grief,

unless it's like marching

into a lost war, folding clothes by numbers,

waiting in rank for breakfast

beneath the steamy electric lights

before dawn, crawling in a cave

that hasn't been mapped.


I round a curve and see two birds

flapping in the road.

One has been hit

by a car, and its mate

flutterrs just above,

wild to inspire

its fallen partner's flight.


When Anna was ill,

I would have seen her as the fallen bird,

injured in the road, as I hovered,

watching her struggles,

urging her to fly on broken wings.


But now she is gone,

with our marathon conversations,

her startling questions.


And I don't know

which of those two birds

I am.

June 09, 2008

Mark Twain spins words like I churn my thoughts: eloquent and forceful. Unlike my thoughts his statements often ring true. If I'm in the right mood there is nothing finer than a witty twainism. I've stumbled upon several recently. Here are a few:

"There are two kinds of people: those that think there are two kinds and those that don't."
“All generalizations are false, including this one.”

June 08, 2008

Twenty-First Century Waterfall

No Country For Old Men


There are a bevy of movies I save to see when Sara is on call or otherwise occupied. Movies that would be of little or no interest to her or, more importantly, movies that are too violent. Sara has Friday and Sunday call so I got No Country For Old Men in anticipation of some time in solitude.
I've heard mixed reviews of the movie. Most people disliked at least the ending. Some people found the theme profound.
I'll watch it again and provide a full critique but, after a first watch, the movie struck me as a classic. Amazing one liners, deep abiding characterization, and themes that make me pleased to witness such great art.
One exchange that provided me with something to chew on occurred a ways into the movie. One character has another in a compromising position and inquires, "If this is where your rule has gotten you then what good is your rule?" While the question does have a specific context, this question one we all could ponder. Sort of like a Zen koan or a parable from scripture.
If how we live our lives ultimately leads to death (all of our lives lead to this), then what does that say about our lives and how we live them? What does this say about our code of conduct? If everything leads to the same end then how do we evaluate how we live?
I'll end with another sublime one liner:
"I'm just looking for what is coming"
"But no one ever sees that."

Everything Belongs


"We create artificial fullness and try to hang on to that. But there's nothing to hold on to when we begin to taste the fullness of the now. God is either in this now or God isn't at all.
As we grow older, we tend to become control freaks. We need to control everybody and everything, moment by moment, to be happy. If the now has never been full or sufficient, we will always be grasping, even addictive or obsessive. If you're pushing yourself and others around, you have not yet found the secret of happiness."
from Everything Belongs
Richard Rohr

June 06, 2008

Bob endorses Obama


"Well, you know right now America is in a state of upheaval,” he says. “Poverty is demoralising. You can't expect people to have the virtue of purity when they are poor. But we've got this guy out there now who is redefining the nature of politics from the ground up...Barack Obama. He's redefining what a politician is, so we'll have to see how things play out. Am I hopeful? Yes, I'm hopeful that things might change. Some things are going to have to.” He offers a parting handshake. “You should always take the best from the past, leave the worst back there and go forward into the future,” he notes as the door closes between us. "

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